Here goes.
This
Yep, no sugar-coating or fake smiles about it.
It just plain sucks (pardon me)
But really....School is so dang hard.
Why does it have to be so hard? (I know, I know so I can "learn from it and gain a greater knowledge of life experiences." But I get enough of that- without even touching foot in the academic section)
Oh, and guess what? I leave for a Thailand in 3 1/2 weeks.
Oh yeah- I'm going to Thailand. Did I mention that? For 7 weeks.
Oh yeah, and I leave during finals week. Did I mention that?
Oh yeah, and I have a 13 page paper, 10 page paper, Research paper, and 73 slide powerpoint due in the next 2 weeks. Did I mention that?
Yeah I know. Makes me wanna throw up too.
P.s. I just read 125 pages. Yuck.
Oh and also,
My brain is imploding.
Did I mention that?
But seriously....it feels like it.
It's that helpless-hopeless feeling. Like when you are so hungry you scarf down your entire meal in seconds and then eat 2 desserts and anything else within reach because you were that hungry...(breathe) and then it hits you. Like a brick to the face. And there's nothing you can do. You just plain ate too much. And it freakin hurts.
Yep, that's what's happening. But in my head.
I go to sleep at night and my brain doesn't turn off. I dream of to-do lists and due dates.
That's disgusting.
Really.
Not to mention I'm so sick of string cheese and Sweet N' Salty bars. (Not quite sick of cereal yet- that'll probably be next week- serious, have you tried these? They are SO good)
But when you spend day after day in the library...what other snack food is there?
So that's that. I've officially complained. I'm not depressed. Actually, the tone of this post is quite matter-of-fact.
I. Am. Stressed. And overwhelmed.
But I'm doing it. Somehow. The clock is still ticking and my life is still going. I'm just unbelievably busy. And not exactly loving it. And that's what's on my mind this Tuesday afternoon.
Oh and another thing,
Why is it that every spring everyone falls in love?
Just curious.
Oh and something else. I am missing this guy today....
... Just cause.
Oh and, as promised, for the cherry on top:
Just in case you are having a day, week, or month like mine...
Check these out. They might actually get you through your day.. because they are getting me through mine.
Okay. That's all. I promise.
Happy Tuesday :)
10 comments:
Oh rach I know how you feel. Good job haangin in there. Love you!
"It's that helpless-hopeless feeling. Like when you are so hungry you scarf down your entire meal in seconds and then eat 2 desserts and anything else within reach because you were that hungry...(breathe) and then it hits you. Like a brick to the face. And there's nothing you can do. You just plain ate too much. And it freakin hurts."
OH MY GOSH !!!!!!! This is the funniest paragraph I've ever read in blog history!!!!!! Bahahahhahahhahahahahahahahhaa!!!!!!!!! I love you so much! And even though your life is so busy that it even makes ME want to throw up, you just made my morning. I love this post. And especially love you.
Mr. G..... um.... I would kill for a teacher like that. hahaha. love you k? Cheer up :)
p.s. that will be cool when "that guy" gets home huh?! eeee eeee eEEE!
rach loved it. pretty much love every time you blog though :) k mr. g... PEED... that guy... home SO SOON! i know how you feel! its the worst when ya miss them for no reason.. they just won't leave your head! take it one day at a time, use time wisely, and remember to save a little bit of time for yourself! let me know if you NEED anything! im just a few streets away and I LOVE YOU!
But really you are one of the funniest people I know and I am going to miss you like crazy, makes me want to cry– I know we don't live together but really I will miss you more than you know. Hang in there, and just breathe. . . soon it will be over and you will be laughing again with him and so will we. . . can"t wait! I am so proud of you! Love you forever and always my Rachie babe!
Rachel, you need a weekend here! You can lounge in the sun, leave your textbooks back home, and I'll cook for you all day long. No string cheese or sweet/salty bars included! Come!
Rach...you are amazing with everything you are doing. It will all be worth it. One thing at a time. Love you! p.s. the movies made us laugh way too hard.
ohhh rachie i'm sorry it's so hard! you are SO CLOSE to being done though, and then you can have 24 hours of straight relaxing on our plane ride ;). but really i love you and i know you can do it!! and i'm kinda scared of mr. g.
Rachie, you really rock. I am so very proud of you and all you are doing and are. Not to mention you are so funny!! Hang in there, things will go away, get better, slow down, come together, work out, etc. get the idea?
You are so wise and really having some compact learning here - like a whole bunch in a short time, phew. I miss you so much, but I'm so excited for all that lies ahead for you- ok, maybe not the plane ride and the food? Anyway, I will always be your greatest fan. Thanks for the phone calls, I love hearing from you. Always and forever. Love you.
hahahahahahaha i loved this. keep your chin up. love love love you sweeeeeeeeeets!
Rach, so i found your blog off of Marys and I am so glad I did! I love your blog you are so freaking cute and I love reading your stories. I am sorry your so stressed, life can get pretty crazy! But I am so excited for you to go to Thailand,I hope you have such an amazing experience!
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